Realization G

I haven't blogged in a long time. Farah's actually posted more than me haha. So, I don't have much to write about, nothing been really going on with my life. My car is leaking water somewhere near the engine so this weekend I'll be working on it. I'm pretty excited, I miss working on cars, I don't miss doing nearly everything wrong, or not being able to remember where things go, but working on engines I miss none the less. I've been playing metal gear solid a lot lately. My friends mark and Jeromy moved up to San Francisco, I wish I was up there with them, but I'm not, one day I will be. Hopefully soon. Work has been going good. I'm getting 16 scheduled hours, 20 or more when I take other peoples shifts like last week, I got around 26 hours, it's gonna be a nice check. That's about it. No girl or relationship problems. I did realize Jason has a few girls that like him, and farah's got a few guys that wanna get with her, and I've got no one. Is that a good thing I wonder? Maybe it makes me the smart one? No wonder I'm Brains haha. But then again some nights it gets pretty lonely. But what can you do? I do miss Yuki, texting her to pass the time while I was in the emergency room, starting to hang out at school andon bus routes, it all came together so nicely, it was awkward to talk, which is a bad sign, but I'm sure we could've fixed it, just had to getmore used to each other. I was gonna ask her out at homecoming, but she changed her mind a week before. Then I found out through Kim Yuki decided not to go because she liked me and I wasn't showing any signs that I liked her back. Man I wish I could try again with her. She's got a boyfriend now, they've been going good for awhile too. That's life I guess? What can I do? Nothing, Dante's Peak is on now, it's a good movie. Have you noticed in commercials the only Asian girls they show are ones that look part white, and if they don't they don't speak lmao. Anyway, so much for not having much to write. Till next time, hopefully it won't be so long as last time.