the end where i begin

so at 1047 pm,
after a very very exhausting day.
after only getting 4 hours of rest yesterday.
on the brink of falling asleep,
i want to write a blog?

why? dunno yet. let's dig in.

alex has been here since monday, and although this week has been so unproductive,
its been so worth it.
not to sound homo, but i tried my best to cherish what we had together for these days, and it was worth the effort.
there's not much to say but that nothings really changed. for the better at least.

swimming is getting easier.
i find it super easy to past the swimmers in our lane and out swim them.
and just when we get out, i don't wanna.
cause i feel like i can just keep going on and on.
ow, my finger hurts.

so everytime,
my heart feels with disgust. because it's gross what happened.
how i was miserable for that long over something stupid like that.
its terrible and i hate it.

anyways,
i would love to type more but the bed is luring me.

/gh0st.