believe.

its a tuesday, possibly the worst day of the week. but this week goes by fast.
it will at least. lately i've been so busy that when i'm not busy i feel like i should be doing something of some sort of productivity. there's alot that i have to get to this month and the month after. so i'll take it easy now, i guess.
there's been lots of change. lots and lots lately.
the busiest part of the year for band is over, thank goodness.
we received superior ratings all around as expected.
and hey i can't wait for the int'l trip next year. it'll be great. :)

the practices get harder everyday for me. i'm not gonna lie its tough and at times i just want to give in but don't count on that. there will be no giving up and i gotta push through. because i know if i do it'll be a rewarding experience.

school is school as it always has been.

but now, there's hope. new hope.
i don't know what to make of this exactly yet. should i let this unfold?
i know i'm scared. but i know i'd like to again.
it kinda sounds like what happened last summer all over again. except what happened previous isn't as redeemable as it was previous.

am i gonna go for it? i don't know the answer to that question yet.
somethings holding me back but idk what it is.

i hate how ironic things turn out sometimes. i have a feeling this situation will prove to be very cynical.

gh0st.